I had no clue how big this race was going to be. I searched for it on FaceBook and found the date wrong, no current information, and only about 50 people who committed to going. How well would I do? Only time would tell. The race began at 8:00 and I arrived around 6:45. That got me a good parking spot and no line when I went to pick up my race number and T-shirt. Once other people started showing up, however, I realized several reasons why I was unprepared:
- I was still wearing my shirt. Apparently all the hardcore guys ran bare-chested, regardless of how much chest hair they had (or shaved).
- I hadn't duct-taped my shoes. I did this later, since it wasn't that hard to compensate.
- I didn't jog from my car. In fact, I was trying to save as much energy for the race as possible.
- I didn't line up at the very front of the line. I left the very front for the very fast people.
- I never fell down, which appears to be what all the cool kids do. In my defense, I had church, which was the only reason I bolted afterwards and also the only reason I wore a hat, to reduce the risk of getting mud in my hair, thereby speeding up the shower process.
I didn't really consider the fact that it was a trail run, as opposed to a road run, meaning I was completely out of my element. Okay, not completely, but I was happy with under 30 minutes. It's also giving me competition experience. Will i be legitimately competitive one day? I sure hope so.
Most of all, I took into account the fact that I only got three hours of sleep and got there early so I could be sure and not be late. I didn't want to go whenever I woke up this morning, but I went anyway, knowing I had invested something in the race (namely, $25) and that I had to push past my flesh's desire to stay asleep. Yet I'm highly prone to sleeping in most Sundays and considering from the bed whether I really need to shower that morning or if i can get away with not in order to get another 20 minutes of sleep. I get to church just in time and probably don't get to spend any time in the Word before going. If I'll do this for a run, why won't I do it for Jesus? I shouldn't word my Jesus Juke that way, more like "If I'll do it for a run, what will it take to do the same thing for Jesus?"
David says, "O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is; To see thy power and thy glory, so as I have seen thee in the sanctuary"-- Psalm 63:1-2.
Looking back at myself in the summer of 2002, I went where I went on assignment from the Lord because I knew what He wanted me to do. I had a visible enemy, and I was willing to stand against him. I gave up things to be with the Lord, and He showed me favor. As a result, I walked in an anointing I've only seen sporadically since then. Yet I'm in a ministry, the City of Refuge, that has seen me through to victory over my flesh and has taught me how to war against the powers of darkness; of all times, I should be in authority now over my flesh. In order to get back to that, I need to remember my first love (Revelation 2:4).
That's where I'm going. I'm gonna run forward with my sight on Jesus, and I'm going to take up the sword against the enemy whenever he pops up.
Where is God leading you right now? Where do you need to get back to your first love?